I announce you today a great and beautiful news,
because the time is come for me to take off and start wild life,
travel on the road and open my heart to the unknown.
I'm becoming a itinerant artist.
You can find
my sedentary (Belgium) conditions : Here
and my nomadic conditions : Here
And follow my road on Facebook
If you already know me, this announcement will probably not surprise you,
and you will probably wonder why it took me so long before leaving.
Well, I had to accumulate enough suffering in myself to realize what I didn't wanted anymore.
Because I tried, so hard,
with all my mind and away from my heart, with all my illusions,
to adapt myself enough to fit a minimum with this dehumanized world in which we are propelled,
because this is what we "must" do right ?
I struggled with all my heart against myself, against my inner energy, to force myself in a direction that didn't suit me.
For chimeras, for fears, for "good reasons" not to throw myself into the unknown.
I tried, so hard, school, while being so intensely strong against its very functioning.
But I was scared, afraid of disappointing some of my family,
maybe they would be so outraged that he would never want to see me again?
I could already feel like a black sheep in the eyes of many.
So a little longer I tryed to listen to external expectations and not those of my inner worlds.
If the world all around is satisfied, it will surely be more pleasant with me isn't it ?
What a beautiful illusion.
Because I was attached to my cats, my plants, impossible to abandon them!
They had been a faithful companion for all these years,
so often we had shared a deep love when I was overflowing or missing love inside,
a so simple exchange
where human beings are afraid and protect themselves so easily.
But traveling with them is a different story.
And because that's how the illusion works, my attachment prevented me from leaving.
And at some point,
finally,
the accumulated suffering becomes too strong
and I manage to change my point of view.
I would actually be happy to offer my plants,
to distribute around me these beings, bursting with affection,
who have lit up my house for a while.
May they spread their light all around, and for more then just me.
And I would in fact be delighted to be able to offer to my cats a new home,
they who have always lived locked up with me in an apartment,
they'll be soon welcomed in a loving home, with a hugging human and a large garden to explore.
What happiness to get closer to nature.
So what is going to happen exactly now?
End of the month I leave my apartment.
I am in the processing to do a big BIG sort of my material possessions, you'll hear about it, I'll sell some of my clothes and accessories.
After that I will stay a few more weeks in Belgium to finish organizing my departure.
I go backpacking, I will travel by hitchhiking or on foot, according to the meetings.
My trip will start in France by visiting eco-village and will continue in all Europe,
you can follow it on Fumeikara (www.facebook.com/fumeikara)
Through this departure,
I aspire to allow myself to gather the marvelous fruit of life,
and to materialize in the physical world its limitless Love.
Let's be free,
let's be great,
let's be beautiful
and be able to awaken our hearts.
I love you,
Live a wonderful life.